Here we go again

We’re not friends, no, we’re not lovers
No, we’re not enemies of each other, but
Any of them would be better than nothin’ (Nothin’, oh)
You got a new life in just six seasons
I only know you in bits and pieces, and
I’m losin’ my head tryna hold onto somethin’, somethin’

I thought that by now we’d be over the fallout
You said we’d be closer
I guess you didn’t tell the truth

So if you’re gonna lie
Do it in my bed
If you’re gonna liе
At least do it in my bed
So if you’re gonna liе
Do it in my bed
If you’re gonna lie to me
Make it worth it

Do you ever get the feeling
We’re a real deep cut that’s never healin’? And
It’s fuckin’ me up but not in a good way, a good way

My tattoo is fadin’, I miss you, I hate it
You said we’d be closer
I guess you didn’t tell the truth

So if you’re gonna lie
Do it in my bed
If you’re gonna lie
At least do it in my bed
If you’re gonna lie (Lie)
At least do it in my bed
If you’re gonna lie to me
Just make it worth it

So if you’re gonna lie, just tell me you don’t need me
Break my heart and make it easy
For me to let go of you now
So if you’re gonna lie, just tell me you don’t need me
And you not ever thinkin’ of me
So I can let go of you now

I heard you’re better off and you doin’ fine
I heard that you’re in love, good fuckin’ try
Did it even hurt? ‘Cause you didn’t cry
I know we said forever but I guess we lied

The night we met
We found out we were born on the same day
It was weird, but kinda cute
And now it’s weird, but fuckin’ sucks
‘Cause we broke up
And I’m scared it’ll never feel the same way
I hate that song without your name
And mine looks lonely on the cake

Where you gonna be on March 18th at 11:59?
What you gonna put your lips on now at midnight?
[Chorus] Birthday girl, do you think of me?
Do you wish you didn’t, but you have to?
Like I have to, mm
Birthday girl, I think of you
I kinda wish I didn’t, but I have to
Like you have to, mm
Birthday girl, ooh, woah
Birthday girl, oh, woah

I don’t know myself without you and I want to
Just a little more than I want you
Three hundred eighty-five thousand people born every day
That’s special, we were special, and that’s never gonna change
And something can be wrong even if nothing’s wrong
I know those seem like shitty reasons for callin’ it off
There were so many things I couldn’t be for you
But you know that I’m always gonna be

Your birthday girl, do you think of me?
Do you wish you didn’t, but you have to?
Like I have to, mm
Birthday girl, I think of you
I kinda wish I didn’t, but I have to
Like you have to, mm
Birthday girl, ooh, woah
Birthday girl, oh, woah

Where you gonna be on March 18th at 11:59?
What you gonna put your lips on now at midnight?

Birthday girl, do you think of me?
Do you wish you didn’t, but you have to?
Like I have to, mm
Birthday girl, I think of you
I kinda wish I didn’t, but I have to
Like you have to
My birthday girl, ooh, ooh
Birthday girl, ooh, oh

I wake up, puttin’ makeup on a sad face
And Listerine ain’t fixing this bad taste in my mouth
Someone saw you out on Friday, saw you walking sideways
Guess you’re gettin’ fucked real good now

Fine, okay, I’ll say, I went and stalked her
And I don’t really blame you ’cause
Damn, the waist (The waist), the hips (The hips), the face, this is awkward (Ooh, ooh)

Are you in love like we were?
If I were you, I’d probably keep her
Makes me wanna hit her when I see her
‘Cause Becky’s so hot in your vintage t-shirt
Ooh, she’s the one I should hate
But I wanna know how she tastes
I kinda wanna hit her when I see her
Becky’s so hot in your vintage t-shirt

I used to wear it too, yeah, it’s the cropped one
With the red Corvette, someone new riding shotgun
I can’t even be that mad about it, she flame emoji, wow
It’s always gonna fuck me up ’cause

Fine, okay, I’ll say, I went and stalked her
And I don’t really blame you ’cause
Damn, the waist (The waist), the hips (The hips), the face, this is awkward (Ooh, ooh)

Are you in love like we were?
If I were you, I’d probably keep her
Makes me wanna hit her when I see her
‘Cause Becky’s so hot in your vintage t-shirt
Ooh, she’s the one I should hate
But I wanna know how she tastes
I kinda wanna hit her when I see her
Becky’s so hot in your vintage t-shirt

Becky’s so hot, hot
Becky’s so hot
Becky’s so hot, hot
Becky’s so hot

Are you in love like we were? (Are you in love like we were?)
If I were you, I’d probably keep her (Probably keep her)
Makes me wanna hit her when I see her (‘Cause Becky’s so hot)
‘Cause Becky’s so hot in your vintage t-shirt
Ooh, she the one I should hate (She’s the one)
But I wanna know how she tastes (How she tastes)
I kinda wanna hit it when I see her
Becky’s so hot in your vintage t-shirt

I was kind, I was warm, I was patient
All the nights that you cried when you’re wasted
Hold your hand, rub your chest when you’re anxious
Helped you with the career you were making
Look at you, you’re a star, I’m the reason
That you’re more confident, motivated

And honestly, your new girlfriend should thank me
For how it all worked out
I guess you’re all grown up now
[Chorus] Do you think of me when you fuck her?
Do you use the moves, the ones we learned?
It’s always the next person
That gets the better version
‘Cause baby, I loved you at your worst
And I fixed your heart, but mine still hurts
And now some other person
Is gonna get the better version of you
Of you

We were young, we were dumb, we had issues
But I thought I could work on ’em with you
God knows that we tried, yeah, we tried so hard (So hard)
And I did the heavy liftin’
But she’ll get a happy endin’
Now the credits are rollin’, I played my part

Do you think of me when you fuck her?
Do you use the moves, the ones we learned?
It’s always the next person
That gets the better version
‘Cause baby, I loved you at you worst
And I fixed your heart, but mine still hurts
And now some other person
Is gonna get the better version of you
Of you, of you, of you

You were kind, you were warm, you were patient
Helped me with the career I was makin’
Look at me, I’m a star, you’re the reason

And I think of you when I fuck her
I use the moves, the ones we learned
It’s always the next person
That gets the better version
‘Cause baby, you loved me at my worst
And you fixed my heart, but the thing that hurts
Is now some other person
Is gonna get the better version
And now some other person
Is gonna get the better version of me

All of these conversations

I wanna sleep
But no, I’m not tired
My head and my heart are at war and I’m stuck in the crossfire
I wanna scream
But I got no air
The thoughts in my mind racin’ down 105 going nowhere
[Pre-Chorus] Now it’s 2 A.M., lookin’ at the ceilin’
Existential crisis mode
All alone, feelin’ all my feelings
Hangin’ out ’til the stars go home

All of these conversations
In my head, in my head at night
I make things complicated
For myself, for myself, I’m like
Woah, oh-oh, I question everything
No, oh-oh, nobody’s listenin’
When I have these conversations
In my head, in my head at night

I wanna run (Run)
Oh, and dye my hair red (Red)
Wanna dress up to kill for a day, for a thrill
Out of my head

Now it’s 3 A.M., lookin’ at the ceilin’
Existential crisis mode (Mode)
All alone, feelin’ all my feelings
Hangin’ out ’til the stars go home

All of these conversations
In my head, in my head at night (My head at night)
I make things complicated
For myself, for myself, I’m like
Woah, oh-oh, I question everything
No, oh-oh, nobody’s listenin’
When I have these conversations
In my head, in my head at night

And they just won’t stop, and they just won’t stop
And they just won’t stop, and they just won’t stop
And they just won’t stop, and they just won’t stop
And they just won’t stop

All of these conversations
In my head, in my head at night (At night)
I make things complicated
For myself, for myself, I’m like (I’m like)
Woah, oh-oh, I question everything
No, oh-oh, nobody’s listenin’
When I have these conversations
In my head, in my head at night

(It’s only in my head, always in my head)
(And they’re always in my bed, always in my bed)
(And they’re always in my head, always in my head)
When I have these conversations
(And they’re always in my bed, always in my bed)
In my head, in my head at night
That’s cool, I like that one

Crybaby, serial heartbreaker
Don’t blame me, it’s just the way God made her

So many questions
That’s too many for me
So many lessons
So many girl of my dreams
‘Cause I tend to overcomplicate
I overlove, I underplay
Get myself in situations
Different people, different places
Sensitive, but not enough
I’m not the best at breakin’ up
Too soon to rip the Band-Aid off
A sucker for the fuck me up

Crybaby, serial heartbreakеr (Ah)
Don’t blame me, it’s just the way God madе her (Ah)
(Woah) Serial heartbreaker
(Oh) It’s just the way, it’s just the way God made her

I like my alone time
But I want somebody to hold
I get what I want, I
I keep it for a minute, then I let it go
‘Cause I tend to contradict a lot
I love you more, I love you not
I hate it when you’re there for me
I like it when you hit the spot
And every time I share too much
You get in close and I give up
So hurry, rip the Band-Aid off
Hurry, baby, fuck me up

Crybaby, serial heartbreaker (Ah)
Don’t blame me, it’s just the way God made her (Ah)
Woah, serial heartbreaker
(Oh) It’s just the way, it’s just the way God made her

Woah, serial heartbreaker
Oh, it’s just the way God made her

I like my alone time
But I want somebody to hold

I found God the moment that I put my lips on yours
I thought, “This is what they’re talkin’ ’bout”
I forgot everything that’s broken in my heart
One touch, sippin’ Holy Water now

It’s just a feelin’, feelin’
It’s like an ocean wave (Oh)
And she’s the freedom, freedom I need to taste

Amen, oh, her body is Bible
The only Heaven that I know (Oh-oh, yeah)
Amen, oh, her body is Bible
The only Heaven that I’ll go (Oh-oh, yeah)

Saw the light, at 4 AM we’re dancin’ in the dark
I like your T Swift T-shirt on the ground
Hold on tight, when the world gets hard, this shit’s likе paradise
All night, you’re so hot, I’m freakin’ out

It’s just a feelin’, feelin’
It’s likе an ocean wave (Oh)
And she’s the freedom, freedom I need to taste

Amen, oh, her body is Bible
The only Heaven that I know (Oh-oh, yeah)
Amen, oh, her body is Bible
The only Heaven that I’ll go (Oh-oh, yeah)

(Oh-oh, yeah)
(Oh-oh, yeah)
(Oh-oh, yeah)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)

It’s just a feelin’, feelin’ (Oh)
It’s like an ocean wave
And she’s the freedom, freedom I need to taste

I haven’t been on a plane this year but
I’ve traveled so many places in my head
I haven’t seen many friends this year so
I’ve had to get along and hang out with me instead
I saw all the parts I didn’t like
So insecure, so quick to fight
I didn’t know I was so co-dependent
I didn’t know I had so much resentment
To the changes and the traumas
I was keepin’ in a closet
Way too much shit that I don’t wanna go through
But I got nothin’ to do

I don’t know where
Where I’m goin’
But I think I’m growin’
Yeah, I think I’m growin’
And it fuckin’ hurts
In the moment
But I think I’m growin’
Yeah, I think I’m growin’
(I think I’m growin’)

Woah, woah, woah
I think I’m growin’
Yeah, I think I’m growin’
(I think I’m growin’, baby)
Woah, woah, woah (Woah, oh)
I think I’m growin’
I think I’m growin’
Yeah, I think I’m growin’

Number one
Was a boy and he had the greenest eyes
Like a forest
But I knew that I was lost
Round two in the city
She was crazy but she made it so pretty
Left me emptier and lonely in New York

And three, she was an angel
Yeah, she could have been the one
But forever only made a couple trips around the sun
Now I’m singin’ the sad girl songs, that’s overdone

I’m on heartbreak number four
Tequila doesn’t hit no more
I got a nеw rebound
I’m fallin’ for me now
My ride or diе until the end
My Romeo and Juliet
I’m my own anniversary
I’m the only girl of my dreams
Girl of my dreams

Change my hair, cut it off
And I got a new tattoo
Doin’ things I thought I never thought I’d do

Now I’m over bein’ cynical
I swear to God I’m mine
I’m cravin’ somethin’ deeper than I’ll find in anyone
I’m singin’ the sad girl songs just now for fun

I’m on heartbreak number four (Ooh)
Tequila doesn’t hit no more
I got a new rebound
I’m fallin’ for me now (Fallin’ for me now)
My ride or die until the end
My Romeo and Juliet
I’m my own anniversary
I’m the only girl of my dreams
Girl of my dreams
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray that I’m the one I’ll keep
If I fall before I wake
I know that I will catch me
Now I lay me down to sleep
‘Cause I’m the only bitch I need
I’m all hers and she’s all mine
I love her ’til the day I die

I’m on heartbreak number four
Tequila doesn’t hit no more
I got a new rebound
I’m fallin’ for me now
My ride or die until the end
My Romeo and Juliet
I’m my own anniversary
I’m the only girl of my dreams
Girl of my dreams

Dreams
Girl of my dreams

(Wave, wave, wave)

Good girl or bad girl, it’s my world, they’re gonna talk about it
Do what they want and then fuck up, and then they talk about it
I had to find my way out, had to find my way around it
And then I found it
Now I’ll never doubt it

Where are you? Where did you go?
(Where did you go? Where did you go?)
Wouldn’t you like, like to know?
(You’d like to know, you’d like to know)

I’ve been on a holiday (Sunshine)
I don’t miss the bitter taste (Sweet life)
Sittin’ sippin’ lemonade
I caught another wave
Wave, wave
(Ba-da-da-dum)

Not talkin’ Bali, Hawaii, I got a private island
Inside my mind found a fantasy, my own paradise and
Unlocked a brand new pеrspective, direction
I’m lеarnin’ lessons, not missin’ exes or stressin’
Acceptin’ nothin’ less

Where are you? Where did you go?
(Where did you go? Where did you go?)
Wouldn’t you like, like to know?
(You’d like to know, you’d like to know)

I’ve been on a holiday (Sunshine)
I don’t miss the bitter taste (Sweet life)
Sittin’ sippin’ lemonade
I caught another wave
Wave, wave

Ba-da-da-dum
Mm
Ba-da-da-dum
Ba-da-da-dum-dum-dum-dum
Dum
Mm
Ba-da-da-dum
Ba-da-da-dum-dum-dum-dum
Dum-dum-dum-dum
(Dum-dum-dum-dum)

I’ve been on a holiday
I don’t miss the bitter taste, no, no
Sittin’ sippin’ lemonade
I caught another wave
Wave, wave
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)

Ba-da-da-dum
(I’ve been on a holiday)
Mm
Ba-da-da-dum
Ba-da-da-dum-dum-dum-dum
Dum
(I’ve been on a holiday)
Mm
Ba-da-da-dum
Ba-da-da-dum-dum-dum-dum
Dum
Mm
Ba-da-da-dum
Ba-da-da-dum-dum-dum-dum
Dum
Mm
Ba-da-da-dum
Ba-da-da-dum-dum-dum-dum
Dum

I’m obsessive, compulsive, I get lost in the moment
I’m addicted to my phone, mm-mm
And I’m constantly datin’, ’cause I crave validation
Couldn’t find it on my own, oh, oh (Oh-oh)

I’ve confessed to girls and to boys and to strangers on the internet
No-oh, no
I know there’s a world, there’s a voice, there’s a way to hear it in my head
No-oh, no

‘Cause I’ve said it
To everyone, everyone, everyone, everyone else
Like, “Oh, my God”
And I’ve meant it
To everyone, everyone, everyone but myself
Like, “Oh, my God”
So I’ve been lookin’ in the mirror and I practice sayin’ this
“I love you, bitch”
“I love you, bitch”
Now I say it
To nobody, nobody, nobody but myself
“I love you, bitch”

Yeah, I’m kinda impatient, I’m fun when I’m wasted
But just don’t get me stoned, mm-mm
‘Cause I sink when it’s heavy, ’cause I’m real empathetic
I feel things in my bones
Oh, oh (Oh-oh)

I’ve confessed to girls and to boys and to strangers on the internet
No-oh, no
Just a couple words, never learned I could flip ’em, make ’em mine instead
No-oh, no

‘Cause I’ve said it
To everyone, everyone, everyone, everyone else
Like, “Oh, my God”
And I’ve meant it
To everyone, everyone, everyone but myself
Like, “Oh, my God”
So I’ve been lookin’ in the mirror and I practice sayin’ this
“I love you, bitch”
“I love you, bitch”
Now I say it
To nobody, nobody, nobody but myself
“I love you, bitch”

So I’ve been lookin’ in the mirror and I practice sayin’ this
“I love you, bitch”
“I love you, bitch”
“I love you, bitch”

Everybody tryna make me someone else
Makin’ me feel I’m not good enough
It’s got me kinda twisted like I don’t know myself
I know sometimes I’m too hard to love

I’ve been drinkin’, so I’m gonna speak my mind
I’m just chillin’ and I’m tryna live my life

So I’ll say “farewell” to the hard times
And I’ll say “fuck you” to the bad vibes
And I’ll raise a glass while I toast to myself
I’m a bad bitch and nothin’ can scare me
This one’s for Cari
This one’s for Cari, oh
[Verse 2] Had a lot of feelings but not like this before
I’m lonely at the moment, I miss my parents’ couch
And I’m goin’ back to the New Jеrsey shore
‘Cause I am what I am and I ain’t nothin’ morе

I’ve been drinkin’, so I’m gonna speak my mind
I’m just chillin’ and I’m tryna live my life

So I’ll say “farewell” to the hard times
And I’ll say “fuck you” to the bad vibes
And I’ll raise a glass while I toast to myself
I’m a bad bitch and nothin’ can scare me
This one’s for Cari
This one’s for Cari, oh

I’m drownin’ in drinks, wear my heart on my sleeve
And this city’s too big for the small things I need
And I’m done losin’ sleep over things I can’t be
And I pleased everybody
So this one’s for me

So I’ll say “farewell” to the hard times
And I’ll say “fuck you” to the bad vibes

So I’ll say “farewell” to the hard times
And I’ll say “fuck you” to the bad vibes
And I’ll raise a glass while I toast to myself
I’m a bad bitch and nothin’ can scare me
This one’s for Cari
Yeah, this one’s for Cari
This one’s for me
Yeah, this one’s for me
This one’s for Cari

I think there’s holes in my pockets
Money doesn’t stay in them no more
It just drops and hits the floor and
I had a phone but I lost it
So if you wanna see my face again
Grab some paper and a pen

‘Cause lately I’ve been feeling kinda lonely
Kinda like nobody knows me anymore
Knows me anymore
Or maybe I’ve been lookin’ for a stranger
Maybe I’m living for the danger of the fall
But ooh, aren’t we all?

We’re all just twenty something, twenty something
We don’t know what we want but God we want it
With us it’s all or nothing
Breaking hеarts just to know that we’re still beautiful

My parеnts think I’m hopeless
My mother said that writing all these songs
Won’t keep me afloat for long and
My friends think I’m homeless
I’m showing up to parties unannounced
Drunk and stumbling around

‘Cause lately I’ve been feeling kinda lonely
Kinda like nobody knows me anymore
Knows me anymore
Or maybe I’ve been lookin’ for a stranger
Maybe I’m living for the danger of the fall
But ooh, aren’t we all?

We’re all just twenty something, twenty something
We don’t know what we want but God we want it
With us it’s all or nothing
Breaking hearts just to know that we’re still beautiful
We’re all just twenty something, twenty something
Scared of what’s next, so we just keep on running
Kiss me, we won’t remember
Breaking hearts just to know that we’re still beautiful

And now
If everybody says these are the best years of our lives
Then why
Does everyone around me look so lost tonight?

We’re all just twenty something, twenty something
We don’t know what we want but God we want it
With us it’s all or nothing
Breaking hearts just to know that we’re still beautiful
We’re all just twenty something, twenty something (We’re twenty something)
Scared of what’s next, so we just keep on running (Next so we just keep on running)
Kiss me, we won’t remember (Ooh, we won’t remember)
Breaking hearts just to know that we’re still beautiful

Here we are on a Saturday night
It’s a graveyard of all the lovers in my life
All my exes in the room
And they’re telling me the truth
That I messed ’em up real bad
And I’m like “Damn”

Am I just a fuckboy ’cause I never stay?
Do I really suck? I only call when it’s late (Yeah)
‘Cause I laugh and you cry
Say I ruined your life
And that ruins my night (Uh-uh-uh)
Am I just a fuckboy?

I’ve broken some hearts back in Jersey
A couple of more in L.A
I’ve done this to girls and to boys, yeah
So honеstly nobody’s safe
I swear, I think I’m a good person
It’s just my Gеmini moon
Can we make out by the curtain?
Is it too soon?

Here we are on a Saturday night
It’s a graveyard of all the lovers in my life
All my exes in the room
And they’re telling me the truth
That I messed ’em up real bad
And I’m like “Damn”

Am I just a fuckboy ’cause I never stay?
Do I really suck? I only call when it’s late
‘Cause I laugh and you cry
Say I ruined your life
And that ruins my night (Uh-uh-uh)
Am I just a fuck boy for holding you close?
Saying I love you
When I don’t even know (When I don’t even know)
‘Cause you’re hurt and you’re fine
Say I ruined your life
And that ruins my night (And that ruins my night, uh-uh-uh)
Am I just a fuckboy? (Am I just a fuckboy?)
Am I just a fuckboy? (Oh-oh)
Am I just a fuckboy? (Am I just a fuckboy?)
Fuckboy, fuckboy (Uh-uh-uh)

Here I am on a warm December night
And I’m all alone
Lately, that’s just what I like
Yeah, maybe one day I’ll wake up and change
And be a perfect gentleman
But ’til then, I’m just a fuckboy

Start a riot

I’m on the verge of an emotional breakdown
Kinda hate myself right now
On my bed and I’m face down
I’m tired and lonely
And I’m scared to be myself
And it’s messing with my health
Ain’t buying what they sell, sayin’
[Pre-Chorus] Don’t cry baby, it will be alright
Brush my hair and say the words they like
Hide my feelings, show ’em my body
One more time (Nah)

Ooh, I’ll start a riot
Me, myself, and I, we can’t keep quiet
Ooh, I’ll start a riot
I was holding back but just untied it
(I-I-I-I-I) Got some dynamite and I’m gon’ light it
(I-I-I-I-I) Baby, I was born to start a riot

I watched you clap from the bleachers
This is a whole ‘nother creature
Fuck what you think, fuck what you say
I’ll bе my own fuckin’ feature
She do what shе like and she pleases
She do what she want for no reason
You can get lost
I’ma get off to the sound of myself when I’m screamin’

Don’t cry baby, it will be alright
Brush my hair and say the words they like
Hide my feelings, show ’em my body
One more time (Nevermind)

Ooh, I’ll start a riot
Me, myself, and I, we can’t keep quiet
Ooh, I’ll start a riot
I was holding back but just untied it
(I-I-I-I-I) Got some dynamite and I’m gon’ light it
(I-I-I-I-I) Baby, I was born to start a riot

I’m on the verge of an emotional breakdown
But I can’t lose it right now
‘Cause I gotta fight now
So I’ma
Ooh, start a riot
Me, myself, and I, we can’t keep quiet
Ooh, I’ll start a riot
Was holding back but now I just untied it

(I-I-I-I-I) Got some dynamite and I’m gon’ light it
(I-I-I-I-I) Baby, I was born to start a riot
(I-I-I-I) Start a riot
(I-I-I-I) Baby, I was born to start a riot

I found God the moment that I put my lips on yours
I thought, “This is what they’re talkin’ ’bout”
I forgot everything that’s broken in my heart
One touch, sippin’ Holy Water now

It’s just a feelin’, feelin’
It’s like an ocean wave (Oh)
And she’s the freedom, freedom I need to taste
[Chorus] Amen, oh, that pussy is Bible
The only Heaven that I know (Oh-oh, yeah)
Amen, oh, that pussy is Bible
The only Heaven that I’ll go (Oh-oh, yeah)

Saw the light, at 4 AM we’re dancin’ in the dark
I like your T Swift T-shirt on the ground
Hold on tight, when the world gets hard, this shit’s like paradise
All night, you’re so hot, I’m freakin’ out

It’s just a feelin’, feelin’
It’s like an ocean wave (Oh)
And she’s the freedom, freedom I need to taste

Amen, oh, that pussy is Bible
The only Heaven that I know (Oh-oh, yeah)
Amen, oh, that pussy is Bible
The only Heaven that I’ll go (Oh-oh, yeah)

(Oh-oh, yeah)
(Oh-oh, yeah)
(Oh-oh, yeah)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)

It’s just a feelin’, feelin’ (Oh)
It’s like an ocean wave
And she’s the freedom, freedom I need to taste